Just Feel IT

I see through it
Touch it with both of my hand
Try to smell it
Sweetness come to my nose
warm, soft, and tender my fingers feel

It goes through my skin
First I feel surprised
I am afraid with its sensation
I ignore the pain
Try to forget it
coz it feels so damn warm in this cold desert

I see the desert
It is near me
even my little finger can reach it

I breathe and let it flow through my veins
Reaching to my mind
There it comes my wildest dream
I am surprised and go to the highest mountain

I push it deeper and deeper
First it just flow through my finger
then it goes faster and faster

To my chest, go down to my stomach
Reaching up fast to my lower section
My upper section goes wild
Going back and forth
I can't control it
It consumes me from inside and outside
Can feel who is this or why
My reason goes numb, my mind goes round and round
My body shake

12.. just go up right now
1 and 2 up and up and up, just go on faster faster or I can't reach it
3 it make me dizzy but come again, please come again, I give you every part of it
4 and 5 why it just feel so cold, I lose or you lose it
6 and 7 a new way, don't feel so lost, it would last... yes it would last
8 I push it, it moves
ow it come closer
Never so close like this
But... zapppp it fly away
Never coming back again

Weak, broken, bleeding, wasted
Just watching it fly
While he looks up
and his hope is dying
Then his soul

Do you see it ?
Know the consequence
Remember the truth
Does it you or not you
wake up...wake up

I want so much to believe
....
....
Then you're a fool